| only 13 more days till i'm at home....let me know if you want to hang out! |
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| recently i have been feeling that i've not been here really. i feel like i've been watching people live their lives but i haven't been living my own. i've been moody and i'm not kidding i think that i cry like once or twice a day for no reason at all and i can't stop it. i also cry really easily at anything emotional. right now i'm watching extreme makeover: home edition and i started crying in the first 5 min of the show. i just want my christmas break to come. i want to be home with my family and with my whore and it just can't come soon enough. tears are streaming down my face as i'm typing this and i can't help it. there are times where i just feel totally useless and i don't know what to do. tonight i'm going to look up scriptures on trust and maybe that will help me out. i would appreciate any prayers that you are willing to send my way....thanks |
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| so these last couple of weeks have been horrible! i've been so busy and so stressed out it's gotten to the point of if you look at me the wrong way i'll start to cry. yea...it's that bad. this week i have a test, a performance exam and a quiz. i'm screwed. and i don't get to go home for thanksgiving. it's super hard for me not to be able to be with my family. but roomie has invited me to spend it with her family and i'm thrilled for that. and then i get to house sit for matt and bea this weekend while they are in kentucky with their oldest son. it'll be okay but it still doesn't change the fact that i don't get to be with my family. i've cried like 4 times today and it's only 2. i'm pretty sure i'll cry more because i have so much of the day left. i can't stand it. i just want to go home and be with my family and escape my life here. i want to be done with school and get on with the rest of my life. i guess that's all i have to say for right now. i have to get back to work. love,
GEA ps...only 31 days till i'm home for Christmas..... |
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| so i just got asked to be in a wedding...how cool is that! anyway...i need to go because i have a huge test on monday. the last test for this class i studied for 17 hours and still only got an 86 (B+). that just shows you how much of a life i'm having this weekend! YAY!! |
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That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
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That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
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That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.
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That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
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That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe-
That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
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That you can keep going long after you can't.
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That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
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That either you control your attitude or it controls you.
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That regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.
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That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
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That money is a lousy way of keeping score.
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That my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.
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That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.
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That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
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That just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
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That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.
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That it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
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That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.
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That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
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That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.
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That you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.
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That two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.
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That your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.
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That even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.
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That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.
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That the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.
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That you should show this to all of the people that you believe in. I just did. |
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